I’ve never been one to blog on a schedule. When I first began blogging in the late 90’s, I wrote nearly every day. It was my chance to tell the story of my day. Then my world blew up in 2003 when my blog was found by my employer and some sentiments I expressed were viewed as overly negative and I lost my job. After that, I’ve been blogging rather inconsistently. I’ve been journalling inconsistently as well. So this month, in honor of #Gettoknowyourself50k2019, I’m setting a schedule of blogging at least 3 times a week, on top of my journalling daily. I’m not sure what the topic of my posts will be, or if it will be in relation to the challenge or other things, but I want to at least be consistent with the schedule. I have plans written down to blog on Tuesday, Thursday and Saturday of each week. Tuesday & Saturday should be easy because I don’t work on those days. Thursday will be a bit more of a challenge. I’ve decided that I’m going to write in my Oxford Campus Refill Pad when I don’t feel like typing. Sometimes I just need to write by hand. And although the paper is amazing and designed to be written on both sides, I’m keeping the paper bound in the notepad and only writing on one side so that I can keep all the pages together. After I write, I go back with a pencil and count the words so that I can keep track of how much I’ve written all together, between the blog, the typed entries and the handwritten entries. Yesterday was Day 1 of the challenge and I managed to write 1426 words. Obviously not the 1667 that is a daily average for the challenge, but still a good chunk. And I think writing more will be easier when I’m into the flow of things. At the beginning the blank page or document is intimidating. What do I write? What should I say? Should I share this or keep it private? Lots of doubts about whether I’m doing the right thing here or not.
I have to get going now. My job is requiring us to work overtime every weekend in November because they haven’t been able to hire or keep enough employees to run the business. I wish I could just say at home and find myself, but that’s not on my agenda for this morning at least. After work we’re planning to go see Jojo Rabbit. I hope it’s a good movie, because I’m especially sensitive about how I’m spending my time on my days off now that I don’t get a 2 day weekend to relax anymore.